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The Lady
Suriyati Jakaria
a.k.a Su/Yaya/Ana/Yati
20th June 1985
UOB Sales Banking


WishList
1. Quit Smoking
2. A new phone
3. Quit Levis
4. New Job
5. Rebond my hair
6. LeArn to cook good food

The Past
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008

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YES I LOVE HIM!!! patience??? getting thinner...
aper benefit if i were to carry on???
i was blamed for everything.. having me in his life is pure miserable...
for what he wants to be someone who makes his life miserable????
u think he wants tat??? i dont think so........
semakin hari hati aku semakin beku...
im preparing myself to hear the words from his mouth...
the words that gonna seperate us.........
i dont want to shed any tears........

hey u know what?? i dont think i can wait any longer....
Reason being my dad gonna downpayment to the caterer very soon..
somewhere early next month.. haiz...
maybe i should give him a call... i shld be prepared to get his scoldings again..
wanna knw why??? because i pester him with the decision making...
but i got no choice... if i were to wait for his answer on the 18th of june and the answers gonna be the ones that i predicted, whats the point my dad waste his money on the caterer.. im very sure he gonna get furious with me.. frustrated of course... im sure he gonna blame me... oh well.. as usual.. me the caused.. i think i was born by mistake... haiz.. so okay..if his decision wants me to stay, then im relieved... but hahaha.. that wont happen........................

why am i so confident that he gonna agree to let me go??? like i say,im not worth it...

so lets talk about yesterday.. sucks la yeah.. bt.. i had fun... besh giler... ader org kekenal ngan i... cibai irving.. kasi number aku... ok la not bad... tapi tak layan uh.. aku tgh pening pasal mat aku ni...

okay la... aku try call dier...