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The Lady
Suriyati Jakaria
a.k.a Su/Yaya/Ana/Yati
20th June 1985
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WishList
1. Quit Smoking
2. A new phone
3. Quit Levis
4. New Job
5. Rebond my hair
6. LeArn to cook good food

The Past
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008

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merepek sak... aku blog hopped uh... den aku terbace abt this girl umor 20tahun and dier blog pasal sex life dier and not with one guy but many guys... she can have sex with 3 different guy in a week... wtf....

suke ati la nak... asalkan kau bahagia...
anyway aku tgh bored and sedih...
aku sedh ngan sky n naz....

these days aku asyik bertengkar dgn sky jer la... aku tak tau kenape... as for naz... entah la.. aku semakin bosan and tak look forward living with him... nak tau kenape??? simply because aku mcm naik boring dier asyik tengking2.... tahap kesabaran dier terlalu rendah.. seriously siah... dier try to control but seems that dier tak leh control lamer.... wtf... panas baran nak mampos... blah la... mungkin dier bukan utk aku kot.. or maybe i am just not good enough... either or we will lose each other...

aku kadang2 aku dpt merasekan aku nagn dier tak akan bersatu.... instinct katekan... kadang2 itu hanye permainan perasaan tapi kadang2 itu adelah amaran..

entah la...

as for sky... haiz... dier semakin berubah.. im losing him each day.. aku semakin mcm nak kan attention and in the end aku offend dier or dier offend aku.. end up kiter gaduh... hhhhaaaiiiizzzzz...

can i turn back time when i am single????????????

wen abg sha was around.... zai was around..... sky was super nice with me... when im surround with good guys...


now.... naz alone... wth!!!! its not that aku mcm tak happy uh... aku mcm kene kongkong.. bukan physically uh... tapi mcm emotionally... mcm selau berpendam rase... haiz.... BOSAN!!!!!


naz selalu bende yg aku tak nak dgr... he always end up saying the fucking wrong things... aku lum ctck2 dier lagi.. cume semalam aku sms dier pasal adik dier..

siak uh... aku dpt kejutan siul.. adik dier yg 2nd last tu... naqib..

DTG KAT TEMPAT KERJE AKU N MINTAK AKU NAK PINJAM DUIT!!!
WTF!!!!
BILE AKU CKP AKU LUM DRAW DUIT, DIER SUROH AKU KASI CARD AND PIN NUMBER AKU...
DIER NAK DRAW SENDIRIK..

MEMALUKAN SIAK DIS KINDA ACT.. I CANT BELIEVE HE is FUCKING DARING!!!! SHESH!!! MEPEK SIAK.. AND AKU BILANG MAK DIER UH!!! N U KNW WHAT.....die tIPU MAK SIAK!!!! KALAU ANAK AKU,AKU DA BERAMBAT NGAN PENYAPU...


to my assumptions,i dont think naz take any actions uh....well tau uh... si naz tu sebenarnyer mane nak amek kisah..........aku boleh agak either dier setakat memberi teguran 2 to 3 sentence den dats it... unlike nazreme.. kadang2 eh... aku mcm boleh dpt rasekan si nazreme ni betul amek berat terhadap adik2 dier... he is the most garang in the family... kalau si naz, aku leh kasi 2 words BUAT DEK!!!!!! if itu adik aku, aku da maki dier upside down... it really gives me wrong impression of his family...... aku bilang mak aku pasal this incident... and of course uh... my mum was in a great shock... and u knw what comes out from my mum's mouth.. eh jahat nyer... betul berani sampai mintak card ad pin number....

and to add things in here... i dont think he would ever tell his mum the truth uh....

suke hati la... tak kan selamat la if dier berterusan mcm gini...

i just pray he would change uh..

ish panjng betul aku blog nari... ok la aku nak gi mkn den tido.... besok gaji.... yeay2!!!!

a very gd morning everyone.. so time check.. its 838am...
its been quite sometime eversince i blog... malas betul nak blog these days...
ape eh aku nak blog... ouh on the 19th jan, aku gi pit at pasir ris dengan sky.. sky amek aku dari kerje morning shift den after that gi jmp one of his budak Havana kat tampines... something funny happen saner.... aku gi beli thread dekat one of the kedai den sky plak gi draw duit dier.. so selepas aku beli bende aku, aku hang around uh kat kedai kopi yg berdekatan disitu.. kiwak pey lamer aku tgu saner... so i called him... den aku dgr ringtone sky.. ah bagos uh... handphone dier dlm beg aku... not long after that an unknown number call.. its kwn sky... i think sky dgn dier and he used his fren to call me... kawan dier yg bobal ngan aku.. tanyer aku kat maner and all... aku ckp la dekat2 ngn kerete n kedai kopi... so its unclear statement.. aku tanyer krg kat maner.. aku dtg saner uh... so wen aku da jmp si kwn dier.. si sky plak tgh carik aku.. ah bagos la... so btw namer kwn sky yg cute tu... HAQ.... HAQ pun pi carik sky..... hahaha... yg sky gi ker timur and aku ke barat.. mcm maner nak jmp... so lepak2 saner jap.. kul 7,kiter blah... gi straight pit.. saner lepak uh... drg mengadekan pit ini kerane ulang tahun si sharin n anaknyer.. anak dier cute giler siak... perempuan.... yg ker tiga tahun... yg bapak dier plak... yg ker 27tahun.. da tuer yer member kiter ini.... rabak siak kene sabo... hahaha.. aku la jadi dorang nyer starter......
kul 11pm aku blah pasal aku nyer tunang da bising2.. aku ckp aku nak balik dlm kul2am lebih, dier tak kasi... boring sak... so bertekak sekejap uh ngan sky... kecian sky kene hantar aku...

so setakat itu jek yg happening dlm hidup aku...
aper lagi eh aku nak blog... aku ader few pix but malas nak upload coz.... gelap uh...

aper lagi eh aku nak blog..... so mcm maner persiapan aku..
aku semakin runsing uh....
aku naik bosan... nk pikirkan rumah... pikirkan wether si naz cukup duit tak... bleh bayar balik tak aper yg mak bapak dier pinjam... mcm rabak plak nak mintak duit yg dorang da pinjam.... argh bosan sak aku... naik benci pikirkan bende nik... pasal rumah... argh!! pening!!!!

ok la itu ajer.. bye all...

ouh well.... 11months more... this is just the begining.... i am soooo happy..... i love u d!!!!

i am 3mths ahead!!! hhaahahahhaa

so yesterday was my off day..
quarell with naz... urgh fuck... i dont wish to spill it out here...
not worth my energy to type it all here...
in simple words... he made me cry for misunderstood me all over..
as usual uh... tengking..
i dont think he can ever change..

tgk uh sampai maner aku leh tahan nonsense dier...

so how do i actually spent my day...

at 530pm,met sky at newton..
then had early dinner at serence center.. thought of makan OISHI but then tutop on monday.. whatever... so in the end makan mc at serene center uh.. after that at around 8pm, reached yishun central.. walked around... thought of buying another handphone.... but then hhmm... nvm...

so we dropped by to this aquarium shop... browse pun browse... bought myself fighting fishes.. 6 female fighting fishes and all in one tank.. no they dont fight.... simply because female and female dont fight.. only when the opposite sex...
the tank = $3
2 food = $4
pebbles = $4
fighting fishes = $4
total $15...

tak mahal uh... hehe..
reached my void deck at 9plus... lepas till 12am... talking about fish...
well i was like..
abg.. why uh they like dat...
why their tail like dat...
so i went on n on..
why this n why that..
i tink he got irritated...
he said this...
why cant u just keep quiet??

terdiam sak aku... so start lar aku merajuk..... haha.......

kecian... sky kene pujuk lor....

bt anyway, abg.. thanks for comforting n acompanying me to go here and there..

he was the one who chose the fishes... hehe.. sweet... anyway i wanted to give the fishes name.. but cant think of any...

hmmm..

so brought back home... my mum was shocked but ironicly she didnt make much noise...
surprisingly...

oh btw.. this 19th jan,im going to sky's Havana's friend's brithday pit... yeayness....limit2 mc lor.. haha.. so tts all...... gd day......