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The Lady
Suriyati Jakaria
a.k.a Su/Yaya/Ana/Yati
20th June 1985
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WishList
1. Quit Smoking
2. A new phone
3. Quit Levis
4. New Job
5. Rebond my hair
6. LeArn to cook good food

The Past
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008

Others

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- Deea - Zurah -

HAPPY 25TH BIRTYHDAY TO MY DEAR FIANCE!!
I LOVE YOU!!!


oh by the way we are still not in a gd terms...
im just waiting for him to coax(pujuk) me which i think not in a million years..
ouh well.. maybe he is fine with this kinda situation...
basicly he is fine with everything...
i am very sure he is even fine if we broke off...
No matter what happen to us...
i wont regret loving him..
its a piece that he should treasure it.. (Did he?)
in 4days time..
2years 2months...
haiz... will this relationship will be gone in the wind??

Its a mental and emotion torture...


ok here goes...

didnt contact him almost 4days...
sick and tired of him...
really pissed me off..

oh btw... one more thing...
i smoke when i like..
i smoke when i stressed...
i smoke when im bored...

dont make a very big fuss about it...
i dont care what you guys thinks of me...
i just dont give a damn....

dont try to stop what im doing when i think it dont affect your MONEY!!!
aku enjoy pakai duit kau kape!!!!
aku susah ker...
senang ker...
aku ader mintak duit korang every month??
aku tak macam tunang aku...
every month mengharapkan duit aku...
nanti biler gaji bayar balik...
its a routine...
iF TAK DER DUIT..... TAK JUMPE AKU..
WTF!!! AKU SICK AND TIRED UH!!
AKU TAK PASAL AKU TAK DPT MASUK DLM FAMILY KAU JUST BECAUSE AKU SMOKE...
PATHETIC PUNYER REASON UH!!
AKU TAU UH BILE AKU NAK RILEK..
AKU ADER OTAK... SENDIRIK AKU PIKIR!!!!
TUNANG AKU SENDIRI HISAP ROKOK!!! NAK SUROH DIER TO SUROH AKU QUIT...
FAMILY AKU DA TK CKP BYK!! KORANG NAK CKP BYK PER HAL!!!
WALAUPUN AKU HISAP ROKOK... TAK PERNAH AKU HISAP DEPAN FAMILY KORANG AND MY FAMILY...
IF AKU NAK HISAP ROKOK, AKU KELUAR...
PADE AKU ITS DISRESPECT TO SMOKE INFRONT OF ELDERS...
EVEN TUNANG AKU, AKU TAK KASI DIER HISAP DEPAN FAMILY AKU...
EVENTHO MY UNCLES SMOKE IN THE HOUSE OR WHAT...
AKU TAK AKAN KASI DIER HISAP ROKOK TOGETHER WITH MY UNCLES OR WHAT..

AND LAGI SATU...
DIER MENJADI CONTOH UH!!!
KELAKAR KAPE... PEROKOK MENYURUH ANOTHER PEROKOK TO QUIT!!

TAK MU BUAT LAWAK BODOH UH!!!

AND AS FOR YOU MY DEAR TUNANG...
JGN HARAP AKU NAK CONTACT KAU...
KEPALE HOTAK BETUI!!!
AKU NAK MALAS NAK LAYAN KAU NYER PERANGAI!!!!!
MANE JANJI2 KAU SUME???
MENGARUT PEY ORG!!!
TUNANG NI MCM PUN ADER DLM DUNIA!!!

So its hari raya.. i think its not too late to wish everyone
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MMMUUUAAACCCKKKSSS!!!

so nothing much.. summarize..

First day of Hari Raya...
My Elder bro came to our house..
Then head to my grandparents home...
Went to AMK first then bendemeer...
nothing much to update...
then went home...

2nd day of Hari Raya..
Hunney Bunney tag along...
he came at aROUND 11am...
went out of the house at 12noon..
first we went to my aunty house which located near Singapore Sports School..
Then went to my cousin house..
i was flamed up on the way there.. simply because i thought we lost our way there
but the fact is we're not.. Sorry Baby... I love you...
then we visit few houses then last but not least went to his house...

ouh well... nothing much to update tho..
ouh btw... Yesterday cukup da 7bulan aku bertunang dgn dier...
time flies...
tapi yg penting....
huney, can u pls be more sweetie pie...
uurrgghhh!!! sometimes i hate u all my might...
but......
i just love u...
complicated eh
???

whatever la... tommorow early in the morning,i will be seeing him.... hehe...
oh oh btw... yesterday we met..
we went to have lunch at sakura...
then i bought myself some lingerie at E2...
then surveying some hps...
whatelse??
huney bought me Kinder Bueno and ear studs,... thankie u...
ouh i bought a belt at Esprit..
bought some other things at guardian la...
slacked under block and he went over to my house..
my mum packed some food for him...
utk bakal anak mertua kape,mak...
hahaha...
ouh well... that for all yo!!!

Im just not important...

wont be blogging for a moment...

im so tired with this...

im keeping myself in the dark...

dont wish to crawl back..

enough is enough....

well before i go...

pls pray for me what i desire for come true...

they're promoting me i heard...

but train me to be a Senior...

can i handle it??

hopefully...

hhmmm..... so today OFF OFF OFF!!!

the thought of me baking some stuff for hari raya really excite me..

however OVER BROKE DOWN!!!

urgh sad...

im going out later...

meeting lydia and others...

will i be seeing aidil??

ouh that bitch who wish to mess with me...

lagi sikit muke kau kene swing...

tak kuase aku nak terhege2 kat aidil...

we are FRIENDS!!!!!

so whatever bitch!!


its been quite sometime i didnt go Seletar dam..
suddenly thought of abg Sha..
yah... still in contact with him...
ok lor... im moving off.... bubye all...
TILL NEXT TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HAPPY 25TH MONTH ANIVERSARY!!!
CANT BELIEVE WE WENT SOOOOOOOO FAR....
2 YEARS AND 1MONTH!!!

OUH HUNNIE BUNNY!!
I LOVE YOU SO...

WENT THROUGH ALOT LA BEB.!!!

ATTACHED BF/GF...
CAME THIS GUY BY THE NAME OF AMIN!!
THEN... THIS FUCKER LADY... THAT STUPID BITCH GAJAH!!
THEN ME HOSPITALIZED!!
.... RECOVERED.. PATCHED...
CAME ALONG THIS GUY... SKY.....
GOT ENGAGED...
STILL SKY IN THE PICTURE...
SKY AGAIN....
SKY...
STILL SKY...
NOW... NOMORE SKY... I THINK...

FAMILY BEING UNDERSTANDING ABOUT US...
HIS FAMILY SAME.. I THINK..
SOMETIMES I THINK HIS FAMILY DONT REALLY FAVOUR ME..

WELL... IM JUST A TYPICAL MINAH...
WELL SOMETIMES..
I SMOKE...
DRINK...
CLUB...
A FLIRT SOMETIMES... BUT NOTING MORE....

WHEN WILL I HAVE A SIMPLE LIFE...

LIKE the daughter in his family..
simple life...
got a bf... family.. sch...
went back home then sneaked out...

haiz... mcm thrill gitu..
i once like that... sneaked out... and still am...
sometimes only... sometimes i dont feel like telling my parents my whereabouts...
simply ignored....

whatever...

but still.... im happy with what i have..

great pay job....
irritating bf as eva...
he is one TAK SWEET LANGSUNG FIANCE!!!!
but still love him and cant bear to lose him...
i got a family.. soon to have my own...

well would like to confess somethings in here...
am i ready to get married???
am i ready to face his face everyday??
am i ready to swallow all his shits???
i dont knw if i can stand it..
is he for me???
is he meant for me/???
can he actually value me after marriage??
can i be a gd wife to him???
haiz....

but most important thing... we love each other....

can love overcome everything????


so... off day as it is... wen to highlight my hair... at first i went in the afternoon... damn pack siol.. so be it.. went to highlight in the late afternoon... its done... i think its nice.. not too sure... ouh well.. got to go now...