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The Lady
Suriyati Jakaria
a.k.a Su/Yaya/Ana/Yati
20th June 1985
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WishList
1. Quit Smoking
2. A new phone
3. Quit Levis
4. New Job
5. Rebond my hair
6. LeArn to cook good food

The Past
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008

Others

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i SPEND MONEY LIKE WATER!!!

LET SEE WHAT i actually did to my money...

Lunch @ Vivo Banquet = $10.00
top up petrol = $9.00
Cardigan @ Cotton Up(Wisma) = $19.95
2 Tops n 1 bag @ Esprit(Wisma) = $87.70
Little Miss Stuborn top @ Cineleisure = $14.00
2 Topman's Top for huney & my lil bro =$29.00
Zinc Bag @ Far East = $39.00
Silkygirl Mascara = $9.90
Dinner @ Zam zam house @ Bugis =$19.40
2 Converse pencil case for naim&naqib = $24.80
Pair of shoe @ World of Sports (BHG) = $27.20
Some stuff @ Watson Bugis = $5.50

Lets round off things up... spend like $300!!!!!!!

fly money fly...
eventho i got some other things that i wanna buy..
but i think its enough for this month..
oh no worries my daily expenses is already put aside...
so my daily expenses is not being disturbed due to my shopping spree...

oh another news... tommorow i will be at Tampines Mens Levis..
Transfered there...
Probational senior... WTH!!
ouh well... got nothing much to say..
when i got the time i shall update more yah...
oh update with pixs....

this is 70th entry and i've used my blog since april 2007...
let see.. average usage...
posted around 10post/month...
subsequently 1 entry everydays.. haha... whatever...
ok la i got nothing to update..
its just that..

i wanna go for a holiday with him...
he is busy busy busy with work..
mcm no life...
imagine this...
im stuck with him for already 2yrs pls and belom pernah sekali aku jejak kaki kat clubbing ngan dier...
no life siak... siannnzzzzzzzzz.....
all we do..
movie... shopping.. pool... pang...
itu jer la...
boring kkkaaannnnzzzzz....
ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
argh aku nk gi zoukout this friday.. gi mampos uh... duit da masuk aper...
hah..
so decided not to buy hp or psp...
aku nak enjoy the money to the max... ape nak jadi..
JADIK LA!!!!
dier pergi ker tak ker...
aku tetap pegi..
tapi gi ngan sape ehk..
aku da lamer tk gi jumpe haslina and the others...
or maybe sky...
huahuahuahua
perang lagik la....
abes yg dier tu sibuk ajer...
kerje kerje kerje...
whatever la...

oh an update about work...
so MAMA ESTHER IS IN THE HOUSE!!!!
oh btw...
si LINA mcm nak carik pasal ngan aku...
so what if people knws u r under depression!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!!!!!
EVERYONE WILL GO THROUGH DEPRESSION IN THEIR LIFE LA SIIIAAAKKKKK!!!!!!!
NAK BOBAL STRAIGHT... BOBAL STRAIGHT TO MY FUCKING FACE.. DONT DISTURB ME AT WORK,CB!!!
OH BTW...
ON THE OTHER DAY... AKU BER"GADUH" DGN THIS BUDAK yp...
ALAH MCM SI IVA NYER KES...
DEPAN MAK BAPAK PULAK TU..
MAK N NENEK PAKAI TUDUNG...
WTF!!!!!!!!
CUCU N ANAK MCM PEREMPUAN GILER TERPEKIK...
DA KENE SEBIJIK BARU DIER TAHU....
NK BUAT KECOH DEPAN KEDAI AKU KAPER...
KAN DA KENE...
YESH UH..
EVENTHO AKU NAMPAK TAK DER PAPER..
TOLONG LA... JGN AKU TUNJUK MINAHISM AKU...
AKU DA TERLALU TUE FOR IT...

OK la... lets end this entry with some pixs...


happily sit on the table at work...
baby mannequin... cute right... aarrgghhh



nak gi maner ehk ni... oh ader la...
sssshhhhhhh........

stuupiiiidd happen on the other day when my dear fiancee naz fetched me....

ITU LA ORG YG SUKE BURUK SANGKE, BURUK PADAHNYER...
KAN DA JATUH BILE CORNER... NASEB BAIK KAT CARPARK...
HILANG HENSEM IF I NAMPAK...
KWANG KWANG KWANG..
but still kecian syg i..
whatever uh...
sebenarnyer aku da malas betul nak layan si dekni...

so gaji nak dekat... wwwoohhoo.... cant wait hor..
but so many things to pay.. wth!!
alah independent per...

eh just a wild imaginasi... WAT IF!!! aku bernikah dgn sky...
mesti kecoh...
alah my fiancee tu... ape dier kisah...
dier sumer everything goes...
nanti balik2 dier ckp...
da tak der jodoh... abes mcm mane... u ader jodoh dgn dier... i leh buat aper..

standard dier maner ader perasaannyer org...
heH!!!

well thats for all yo...

what kind a fiancee is he?? wtf uh... read my blog and then assume my work is just a minor problem..
fark u uh!!!
kau ingat aku ader time kaper nak update what actually happen..
kau nyer kerje aper ader..
No BENEFICIAL INTERMS ON EXPERIENCE!!
KEMAHIRAN APER??? KEMAHIRAN HOW TO BE A GD SECURITY??!!!
WTF!!!
dont u ever compare my fucking work load and urs...

IM QUITTING MY FUCKING JOB!!!
WONT BE WORKING FOR A VERY LOOOOONG TIME!!!
MY FARKING FIANCEE IS NOT HELPING ME TO BOOST MY SPIRIT TO FACE EVERYDAY PROBLEMS AT WORK WHICH IM NOT SUPPOSE TO FACE!!
I THOUGHT HE WILL BE THE ONE TO BE MY SHOULDER TO CRY ON..
SOMEONE WHO CAN ALWAYS SHARE MY PROBLEMS...
SOMEONE WHO CAN ALWAYS BE A GD LISTENER TO WHATEVER I WANNA I SAY..
SOMEONE WHO CAN NEVER SICK AND TIRED WITH MY RANTINGS...

Sometimes i asked myself...
why must I be so tied to him???
he is just my fiancee...
if he cant be the one that i need him to be..
THEN why must i be with him??
i can love him all my life but its nt necessary for me to be with him if he cant even have the slightest understanding of me AND WHATS GOING ON IN MY LIFE...

haiz...
maybe i should break the ties...
maybe i should just be away from him for awhile..


When i cried,he was not there to hear my cries at that moment of time..
(its okay and i understand WHY HE CANT BE THERE WHEN I CRIED.. SIMPLY Bcoz he was working at that time... but then.. he don't even bother to ask what actually happen on that day when he knew i cried.. he simply ignored me... if u were me,how the fuck u wld feel? resentment of course!!)
When i ramble about my work, he scoldED and shouted at me for being nagger about my work!!!
(eh farker, i don't need your farking comments or advice, just be a listener for my pain,joy, cries, laughter and happiness!!)


Eh u going to live all ur life with me... but THEN if u cannot be a gd companion,WHY MUST U WANNA HAVE COMPANION IN YOUR LIFE IF YOU CANT EVEN TAKE A GD CARE OF HER HEART!! I've been the most patience towards u and my tolerance is fucking high... so pls don't TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED!!!!

So what if you buy me things... THOSE THINGS IS A TEMPORARY HAPPINESS!!!
GET THAT IN YOUR FUCKING DICK-HEAD!!!
ATTENTION, LOVE, CARE AND CONCERN IS the MOST JOYeST GIFT IN MY LIFE!!!

I'm going to quit my job...
No job = No money = No Savings = No Marriage

Haiz..
Give me a break...

Im going out today... dont ask me where...
i need to be away..
maybe im going to sit by the beach or what...
of today my off day..

Gd day everyone

so it was my offday..
my mum and i went to northpoint to buy my dad a new phone..
we share our money to buy him K800i..
seems that he like it alot..
then at around 430pm,met my darling..
went to PS..
book a movie..
Beowulf..
stupid crap movie shit...
hate it alot...
Tu la huney,tak nak dgr ckp syg u sorang ni...
i wanted to watch Bratz or perhaps The Game Plan..
but dear huney wanted to watch that movie..
so ikutkan ajer...
he bought me stuff to cheer my up...
haha..
thats the most interesting part of the day..
oh anyway here are the pix...


Us.. FOrever Us


sweetie me...
PS: Hate me wont make me you prettier



cheece stick anyone?? BK




okay i got noting much to update but anyway an update...
short sweet simple update..

so here goes...

im sick and tiredn with work..
my dear as usual not being there for me whenever i want him too..
hate him to the C O R E!!!

went out after work...
need to cool my minds off...

hmm... anyways...
i wld like to keep long hair back..
so Grow hair GROW!!!!


tommorow my off day.. so cherios...

aarrgghhh!!!
im sick!!!
last 2days, sore throat like hell then down to fever..
yesterday im sick.. fever, cough and running nose..
today cough and running nose..
sick sick...
go away~~
dont come back on any days~~
haiz...

Ethern,my boutique manager just called...
he told me that kak lina will be taking MC till end of the month..
hhhaaiiizz...
im all alone.. no i wont be doing full shift...
ETHERN!!! PLEASE GET PAID SENIOR AND SUPERVISOR TO TRANSFER TO VIVO!!!!
haiz...
feels like crying...



so yesterday.. kecoh.. kecoh..
got to knw that i fergot to left the spare shop key at Dockers...
called my dear to help me n to fetch me....
but then kak lina already on her way there..
so my poor dear is all ready to meet me...
but then we still met ...
we went to my bro's house... my mum asked me to send somethings to her...
WE GOT LOST on our way there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im all flamed up but not that bad uh..
still had some fun n laughter here n there..
hunny bunny the joker of the day..
we met at around 11am but reached my bro's house at 12plus plus plus....
haha...
but at the end of the story we learnt our lesson...
now clever already.. haha... wtf!!
so.. at around 1.30pm, we went to tampines mall..
at first we thought that we cld go n play pool...
but the thing was.... the building has already been demolished...
haha.. so went to window shopping...
my dear bought me a Zinc bag.... golden in colour siah...
haha... but its nice.. i loike.... bags!! i am a bag collector la siul..
ok shup up,sue..
lets move on.. after which i planned to go n get my hair do.. AGAIN!!!
well.. every month la...
this time round he paid for it..
upon reaching his KR, we realised that he left his bik KEYS ON HIS FREAK BIKE!!!
haiz...
both of us has a poor memory...
its all about KEYS KEYS KEYS!!!
hurhur..
went to his house for awhile.. he need to get change..
left the house at around 4plus...
after sending me to saloon, he went to work.
my hair now very the nice... copper colour la..
im am soo darn happy...
ouh well.. i got to go now..
shll upload pics... but seriously no time...

PS: im asking for a transfer.... i dont want to do senior job!!!!

so yesterday it was my dear fiance 25th birthday..
did something thats alil bit unthinkable..
i dont know what was on my mind...
i was still very angry with him.. BUT its his birthday..
and i really wanted to be there for his birthday..

well this is what i did...
12plus... i called his house... asked his mom if he's already home..
i told her that i wanna suprised him by coming to his house...
but then his mother said he has not home yet...
*Sad
called hiM once but he did not answered...
msged him and still he did not replied...
*Uber Sad...
called him the second time... and HE PICKED UP THE PHONE!!
talked to me forawhile
* yeay he's home!!!
after i hung up the phone...
i called his house... told his mother that i will be coming inawhile...
*wwweeeee~~~~
So told my mom about it... and so i made my way there...
went to northpoint to buy his present..
well i bought his Adidas Parfume and body deo...
i got it wrapped and off i went on my way there...
called Canadian pizza and so placed my order...
I reached his house at around 4pm..
sat around for awhile...
and so i decided to wake him up...
he was soundly asleep.... hehe...
so sneaked to his room with his brother...
aauuuw.. slept like a baby...
i played with his ears to irritate him to wake him up..
he got really agitated...
from his reactions,i was very sure he gonna be flamed up..
but...
when as soon he opened his eyes... he got a shocked coz a
Pweeety lady standing beside his bed...
and he went,..... "EH!!! SAPE NI!!!!"
he wore his spects and he saw its a pweety lady from yishun..
it was ME LAR!!!!! *the one and only u always hurt
and there he was blushing away...
took some pillow to cover his face..
and so i went...
"Happy birthday,dear. da la bangun la.. i got a surprise from u."
he was smiling all the way....
not long after that pizza came...
so he went bathing coz i wanted to buy his a birthday cake...
his brother tagged along to buy cake...
bought a cake at prima deli...
just a small cake that cost $25..
it was nice...
coco powder on-top... marshmallow inside the cake and with all those yummy cream..
upon reaching time,its eating time...
while i was eating.. i spoon fed everyone.... including his grandmother...
too bad zurah, bro angah and his dad was not at home to join in the fun..
well the cake was nice... so does the pizza!!!!
really had fun there...

at around 6pm,went out...
went to my grandad at amk..
he have not fully recovered from his leg...
poor dad.. then went home... sit around and stuff...
at around 8plus,he went home...

so my dear fiance... i am very sure u r all touched and blushed what i did...
NOONE CAN EVER TREAT U BETTER!!!!!
UUURRGGHHHH!!!!
HATE THAT I LOVE YOU!!!!
ouh well...
i shall upload all those pics when i got the chance..
We took pics using my dear fiance's parents' camera..
so till then...

GOODBYE!!!!
one more thing...
DEAR YOU ARE OLD ENOUGH TO ACT MATURELY AND UNDERSTAND YOUR SURROUNDING's FEELINGS!!!! ESP. ME!!!!!!! YOUR ONE AND ONLY WHO CAN TOLERATE YOUR FREAKING NONSENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!