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The Lady
Suriyati Jakaria
a.k.a Su/Yaya/Ana/Yati
20th June 1985
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WishList
1. Quit Smoking
2. A new phone
3. Quit Levis
4. New Job
5. Rebond my hair
6. LeArn to cook good food

The Past
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so today we went to pre marriage course... it was alright uh... just some lecturer are kinda boring... dear woke up as early as 530am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he woke me up at 6am.... met at around 7plus had some breakfast at mcdonald and off we went to MPCC...overall i should rate 7/10...

so the nest khusus would be next week on the 6th april... hehehheeeeeee....

in anyway we settled the stiffness between us in not a quite pleasant way but still overcome everything...

every quarell teaches us new things and new discoveries.. if we cant succeed to overcome a problem... there are always another ways to overcome things...

oh another thing.. DOESNT MEAN U HAD A 6DONKEY YEARS OF RELATIONSHIP... U KNW THAT PERSON UPSIDE DOWN....

so this is it... another shit...
this what happened..
the day before yesterday and the day before that which was a saturday...
i told naz if he could picked me up after work on sunday as he was having his off day..
he agreed to it...but then afterawhile i found out that there was a soccer match..
liverpool vs man U..
so he suggested to watch the soccer with me at one of the coffee shops...
so i agreed caused i thought that it will finished at 11pm since it started at 930...
please take note i dont really fancy watching soccer and i dont have any idea what time it ended... and please take another note on sunday and monday i was in the full shift...
then on sunday itself, i called him..... i asked him around at what time the soccer match ended..
and he told me it ended at around 12am... i was like WTF!!!!! IM GONNA BE SHAGGED LIKE HELL IF I STAY UP THAT LATE........
SO I said i cant watched the soccer with u.. just send me home and stay for awhile as usual...
he was being cranky for me not watchng the soccer...
fuck uh... im full sift siak tommorow...
den i said fine....
nak tgk sgt soccer??? go ahead.. tk payah fetch me home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE INSISTED..
SO I THOUGHT HE REALLY GONNA GIVE IN TO ME..
HE ONCE TOLD ME THAT TAK PER UH SACRIFICE TAK DPT TGK BOLA... INSTEAD SPEND TIME WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO fetched me...
was still in the mad mood because i got a feeling he gonna just send me home and he will rushed home...

WTF UH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! betul la fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he did just as that....
kanina...
u knw he once told me... he wants me to spend time with him 100%... he dont wan me to meet other people or make other plans if i want to go out with him..


but fuck uh!!!! he dont treat me like he wants me to treat me... he has been like this since i got to know him!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he wont change and he will never change....


he wants me not to contct sky... and i did...
i swear i did.... i told me im gonna be all lonely..
and he will make time for me.....
now his shift was like all the way night shift.....
so wen im awake,he's sleeping...
and wen im sleeping,he's awake on job...
hhhhaaaiiiiiizzzzzz...

not even his off,he can spend time with me...
how sickening is that....

today is the day where we are officially together.. blessed by both parents..
exactly one year ago, both of us are busy with engagement preparations... yep.. we are engaged.. another 6more months to our ROMM and 9more months would be our big big day... cant wait... this year gonna be the last year im gonna celebrate hari raya with my parents and last year im gonna celebrate things together with my parents... next year would be a different... things gonna change... time really flies..




so i edited the "2008 EVENT" area
cancelled out the march event..
our pre-marriage course would be on the 30th march and 6th of april..
from the looks of it..
we are free from middle of April till July.. except for my 23rd birthday... not to be missed yah... hehehe..
after June which is starting july, da start busy..
hehehe.. duk dak duk dak.. jantung ku berdentum...

so next event would be..

Khusus RumahTangge...

aper la yg ader kat situ... mcm2 bende kelakar seram aku dgr pasal Khusus tu....

after tu khusus da selesai.. 2bulan lepak... except for BIRTHDAY aku YG KEDUA PULUH TIGE TAHUN.... HAHAHAHAHA......

we are back.. yeay... dier ckp dier tak nak let go... well me too... hug hugs...
anyway we already booked our khursus... its on 30th march n 6th april.. semangat amek leave dok... hehehe....

so last sat gi picnic.. happeninng...... adek2 dier bully aku siuts... tapi yg penting aku had fun... ok lar itu sajer ku nak blog... bubye...

im leaving........


for while...


or


forever....

we shall see.. if everything is deleted means...


im moving on....


if its still here....


we are standing strong....

well im all cool down already.. so... ape ehk aku nak ckp... aku ngan si naz... my dear la... saper lagik.. aku just tunggu for his call.. aku da tak leh contact dier... so aku tunggu dier contact aku uh... aku just let him be... aku pun da penat nak go through ni sumer... ape nak jadi... jadi la... kalau sampai putus, putus lar... of course la sedihkan.. but im sure i can pull it through.. dier per heran aku tak der dlm hidup dier... aku tak akan rase bad for what happen... becaUse seriously i didnt plan this senario... it just happpened!!! ape yg terjadi kat dier terjadi kat aku time dulu2.. aku sumpah uh... aku tak der niat nak buat balik.. aku tak terpikir pun nak buat sedemikan... anyway just briefly aku citekan ape yg terjadi...

mek,kwn sky, ajak aku gi escort.
aku tak janji.
bile pikir2 balik...
alah pergi jer uh..
lagipun aku nak amek duit yg sky hutang aku...
furthermore mek seorang yg kelakar seram n well respected..
so tak per uh... aku ckp ok...
tapi still aku ckp mungkin ader changes.... tak mu harap2kan sgt lar ehk...
aku tak bilang perihal ni kat naz.. pasal aku tak nak dier kecik hati... because aku last week aku baru dpt tahu dier off on that day.. so aku tak berape heran uh pasal aku ingatkan dier ader ot or bola... so if ader bola... after dier bola and lepas aku escort lei jumper uh... but then.............
tak der bola n tak amek ot.. so dier plan uh nak kuar sumer..........
aku pun okay go.............
den pikiran uh bile nak jumpe si sky... si sky ni mcm elak2 aku pasal entah la... mungkin hutang dier kat aku kot... tapi tak mungkin uh....pasal hutang dier tak sebrape setakat 60ketul.... do aku tak berpikiran sgt uh...
tibe mase....
jeng jeng jeng...
HUJAN LLLAARRR!!!!
den kat yishun tak hujan.. so at first aku nak cancel uh....
naz mengamuk uh bile aku cancel...
den quarell... so aku ingatkan... fine uh... aku gi escort dulu den jmp dier dlm 2plus uh... pasal escort dier from yishun to yishun jugak... so tak amek mase yg lamer...tapi tak sempat aku nak explain... naz da main letak2 hp... marah2 la of course.. so aku just proceed uh jmp si sky.. bilang mek etc2.... sky pun turun amek aku... dlm kul 1230 uh yg aku jumpe dier... try to get through naz tak dpt... dier off hp... lepas escort pun tak dpt get through... so aku buat bodoh uh ngan dier.. mungkin dier tgh tido after all those nasty things... so lepas escort aku gi hospital tgk kawan mek accident... dlm ICU seh.... haiz... kecian... after that gi mkn uh ngan budak2 havana... reached home at around 9plus plus.. gedak gedebuk.. aku call la tu mat... kiwak.. his forever marah2.. change??? still the same la ehk... watever..

so tak call aku semlm... biarkan.... nari???? i dun think so... haha... biarla... aku nak main psp aku... bye sumer....

PISSED

ANGRY

SAD

SHATTERED

HEARTBROKEN

WORRIED

EVERYTHING NEGATIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




WHATEVER UH!!!!!!!!!!!!
I JUST FUCKING GO WITH THE FLOW!!!

ssssooooooooo... semlm aku nyer gaji... i bought a bag levi's signature and a top my elder brother... birthday dier siuts... aku beli beg tu specially utk gi picnic.. semangat kan... tak sabar hari 7th march.... pasal nak beli barang2 makanan utk gi picnic... besh kan... eeeeee... lloookkkiing forward giler nyer.... tak sabar nak gi picnic gitu.... hehehe... den on the 7th jugak gi booking khusus tu... hahaha... best best.. something to look forward... ok lar... itu sajer sayer nak blog utk hari ini... oh oh... btw... aku beli white PSP... best lllaarr... got 4g memory card.... usb cable.. crystal casing.... hahaha... basic nyer package.. tapi tak per... asalkan dpt main PSP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BBBEESSSTTTT GGGIIILLLLLEERRRR!!!! ok la tu sajer sayer nak blog... bubye sumer...