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The Lady
Suriyati Jakaria
a.k.a Su/Yaya/Ana/Yati
20th June 1985
UOB Sales Banking


WishList
1. Quit Smoking
2. A new phone
3. Quit Levis
4. New Job
5. Rebond my hair
6. LeArn to cook good food

The Past
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008

Others

-Sarina - Has - Inaa -
- Deea - Zurah -

ok transformer are okay.. well not okay for me.. lol.. but had fun meeting my dear... went to watch transformer at VIVO...
well i got nothing much to say...
angry with mummy..
whatever... hopefully my pay this month is a blast... bonus?? hehe.. maybe.. we shall see... ttaattaa...

its been 8days since i eva saw him.. its my request that i dont wish to see him... i just wanna cool myself down... we quarelled again when i msged him yesterday.. that is the reason why i dont wish to contact him... it will end up quarelling.. which i hate it alot...
anyway yesterday night when i reached home, i msged him..
the message goes smth like this :

i knw i tk dpt voice out my thoughts and feelings towards u. u pun ade buat kesilapan.. im not totally in blame..i wont be in such condition without a cause.. im nt crazy.. u knw dt bt u jz totally ignored dt im like dat.. entah la u..i dn knw if we shld go on.. bt i rela lepaskan u if its for our own gd..i dn mind if we cant make it with each other as long we r happy.. who knws ade org yg lagi leh take ur nonsensical behavious n lesser attitude as me..jz want us to settle wteva dispute in a gd manner.. evenif we dn end being together as long as we end tings peacefully.. so wat say u??

thats how the msg.. no respond from him till this morning.. he didnt say much... this is how the msg goes:

i nk mintak maaf atas kesalahan i terhadap u.. i pun ada buat kesilapan jugak.. lets 4gif n 4get k syg? lets look ahead.. I'm sori once again..

I didnt reply.. dont know what to reply.. haiz...

so today my afternonn shift.. im starting to love people over the other side.. however it wont last long u knw.. simply because we're gonna transfer out...

Kak Mel(1st in-charge) - transfer to lucky plaza..
Soadik (2nd in-charge) - transfer to Tampines Men
Stephy(Part-timer) - transfer back to Bugis Junction
Me ( full-timer) - transfer to VIVO CITY!!!!!!! the 2nd place of the most happening place!!! WWOOOOHHOO HAPPENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so who stays??? Lilian,the forever have not confrimed.. as u all knw she stepped into this company the same time as me.. but sitll have not confrimed.. reason being.. well i dont wish to mention it in here.. heh!!
Zi Ying.. the new part-time girl.. petite lady... hehehehe....

well thats for all yah... bubye...

yesterday in the morning has this meeting at singapore power house located at somerset.. its really amazing how my company expands.. and Levi's is the major one that made the company profit compare to other brands.. im proud to be part of levi's.. hehe.. that talk ends at around 10.30am.. then sima, me, jason Er and tis girl which i forgots her name.. went to accompany kak lina to Puma at takashimaya... she bought 2 pair of shoes.. hehehe.. really fun outing.. after that we went home.. reached home at around 1pm.. then i was really.. rest at home for awhile... then at around 3.15pm went out again.. went to my dear's house.. meeting his lil bro's.. i promised them to have lunch with them.. we went to mac donald near his house.. there's few occasion where they told me smth that really hurts me alot.. i believe they dont know the real truth of me and their abg along.. they dont know what im going through.. in their eyes,their bro is right.. be it.. let them look up to him.. im not part of their family members.. there's no need for them to know my part.. besides they're still a kid.. they dont know nothing of life is like.. reached their void deck at around 6pm.. i knew i was late.. meeting sky and his friends at 6pm.. we went to slacked at kembangan coffee shop till wee hours.. not that wee tho.. had lots and lots of laughter.. haha... Cik Nan i think.. he is very damn funny guy.. ouh btw.. food over there superb!!!!!!! then reached home at atound 11pm.. i was damn tired u knw..

hmm.. guess what.. its been like 2 days, my dear didnt msged me.. is it so hard for him to say sorry and talk back his words... this is wat he told...
he is proud to be an egoistic guy.. he dont need me to change him even he is wrong... he wants me to find other guys..

if he himself dont need me and wants me to find other guy, why must i hang around his life.. yah indeed.. i love him.. but that doesnt mean i've to be with him.. i think he is better off without me.. he is not in-need of me.. he can take care of himself.. im not gonna call him and say sorry..
i didnt do anything wrong.. its him who keep on jumping to conclusion.. its him who dont wish to hear my whole story... so be it..
i dont tink he is even felt guilty of what he has done and said...
its fine with him that us not contacting each other.. then be it...

oh btw.. on the 20th my family celebrated my birthday at PIZZA HUT!!!! wwooowwweee!!! nice nice.. yum yum!! well that fr all.. toodless!!!!

this month is the happiest month ever..
seriously.. im totally in-love with this month..
last month was the worst month ever..
but this time... weeeeeeeee~~~
ok let me list down the present that i got from people around me..

from my beloved mom..
she gave me a Titus Watch

from my company..
$30 voucher from takashimaya.. gave it to my lil brother..

from my darling...
a tOP FROM cHOmel...

from my bro and sis-law..
2GB ZEN CREATIVE MP3
this is the best present i ever had.. received it yesterday.. i shall update about my yesterday with my whole family..

and so... lastly.. something that really suprised me..
from sky... 2 novels of ANNE RICE!!!
the author thats very difficult to ind in Singapore!!!
Anne Rice is my favourite author...
thanks,sky.. i really pray that a better suitable girl enters ur life..

so thats about it..
its a wow wow thingy u know... tk pernah aku dpt hadiah yg begitu byk pade waktu yg istimewa dlm hidp aku..
so anyway lets update about yesterday..
i finished work at 530pm.. met my dear naz.. miz him like crazy..
den off we went to Swensen.. bought my parents an Anniversary Cake..
it was an ice cream cake.... suprised thingy from me, my dear, my bro and his wife..
reached there at around 6.30pm... and so... my bro passed me a tiny lil present...
it was nicely wrapped with a Fila wrapping paper..
i opened it.. and it was a charger..
i was like laughing and in the same time tears was like filled my eyes for no reason..
then i was like telling him to stop the joke..
and there he passed me a box..
and again it was wrapped with fila..
i opened it slowly..
and poof.. it was Zen creatove mp3...
i was like WOW!!!!!
i kissed both my bro and sis-in law..
this mp3 cost roughly ard $180...
for u guys might think it cheap..
but hell!! it was from my bro n sis...
this mp3 really cool.. can store pics... video and many more la.. has fm radio... voice recorder...
too many to mention... and above everything.. its 2GB!!!
hehe..
ok.. im feeling very excited now.. so lets back to the main topic..
i really enjoyed the food there..
oh yah.. we went to downtown east sakura.. the buffet food very lovely & lively..
heehee.. then after that my dear send me home.. mommy allow me to go back with him.. it was a yeay yeAY THINGY U KNOW....
i really enjoy my day very much.... i shall upload some pix.. not tonight yah!!!
gd nite everyone...

i really had fun with my lil cuzzin... had alot of laughter and all.. i really miss them loads tho... its been a very loooonnggg time i didnt play with them and spend time with them... yesterday was a real blast... i loike!!!
i wont be talking much...
let the pics do the talkings..
so here are the pics...

ifa loves making funny faces...

shocking la konon tu...


bad hair-day or what??


lets pinch2 her soft2 chubby2 face


i love this one... so the mentel..


ni step pening la ni.. or demam.. haha


konon muke boring dier la tu...


alahai.. stress makan ice-cream ker???


ifa close to this sister of hers,ika..
whatever ika has.. ifa wants its too...
ika is ifa's greatest influence..
hopefully when they grows up,they dont fell in-love with the same guy...


they really enjoy the ride...


mira making funny faces..


d 3 of us trying our best to make funny faces..


ika n me...


i bought this shoe yesterday...

hehe... i also have some videos...




this gonna be short and sweet..
my dear is now having his reservist training.. ouh whatever fuck...
miss him like crazy..
today hving my off day.. at last...
hectic work..
hate some peeps at my working place..
Lilian - smelly armpit.. its been 5mths she's working with the company...
yet... have not confirmed... she starts working the same day as me.. and yet... this mth is the 2nd mth the manager extended her confirmation... reason.. inconsistency in her work.. well all he best for her.. hopefully she will be confirmed soon...
Soadik - this senior(2nd in-charge) is one attitude fucker... his mood swings really driving me crazy... and he's kindacute too.. heh...
kak mel - 1st in-chrage.. a senior to.. its a shemale mind u... but she is one cool person t work with.. however she is very ON!!!! but its good too.. because it keeps mebusy... hhaha...
wll thats for all now...
gonna meet my cuttied lil cuzzins of mine later... miss them loads...

ouh psst... i coloured my hair.. shall post some pix later yah... hehehhe

ouh hell yeah... im full shift today.. suppose to sleep.. but i cant.. so whats more?? blog..
im encountering this prob of mine at work.. i really dont know how to start..
but anyway.. whatever it is.. the prob isnt as big as what i thought...
the thing my mistake was to ask kak lina opinion..
and it leads into bigger problem..
i really dont know what else to say...
they mistaken my action..
they thought i wanna sabotage all of them..
for what reason man!!!!
what do i get in return???
haiz..
hopefully i shall try my very best to clear everything....haiz...

yesterday went out with him as per usual..
me went out early.. like i said.. thought of wanting to highlight my hair..
but in the end.. the salon that i always go closed..
so sad.. what an outing to start with..
but i did stay positive.. went to the block that we supposed to meet..
so waited and waited..
and puff!!!!!!!!!
he emerged from nowhere..
and he's not late...
i was uberly suprised in fact...
well we had our lunch near my place..
i had Indian fried rice and as for him he has Indian fried Mee..
after that we went to slack and cuddle each other..
ouh i really miss his hugs, touch, his kisses, his smile, his laughter... basicly his EVERYTHING..
there was this particular time when i whispered to him that i am sorry...
and he whispered back that he was sorry too... and we kissed...
urgh!! that is soooooooo melt my heart...
ouh baby, please dont let go of us...
and i promise not to let go of us nomatter oh what happen..
after that we went to VIVO..
did lil shopping for myself..
we were shopping for our couple tee..
but seriously it was a big disapointment..
haiz.. its okay lar... i will try to find other things,ok dear???
but hey hey..........
he bought me this top that he himself chose!!!
and it was very very nice..
its for my birthday present..
advanced birthday present...
i loike!!!!
and after all those blister on my feet and grumpy stomach,
we headed to East COast Food Village..
it was a big big dinner..
we ate...
mutton chop...
Mee Kuah...
Bbq sting ray with rice..
5 big piece of bbq honey chicken...
YUM YUM YUMMY!!!!!
after that we headed home..
he was all tired and i was all worn-out...
but we did had fun...
i want this love and fun remains FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so here are the pics...

i bought this top at S & K
cost only $8 and a pair of earring at only $2.90



this is the top he bought for me for my advanced birthday present..
bought it at CHomel and it cost $46..
after 20% discount, $36.80.. Thanx HUnnie!! i LOIKE!!!
and dear... GOOD TASTE!! muacks!!



us outside Vivo...



us again... he have to bend down lil bit because im Short!!!
hahahaha

well thats for all now.....
bubye!!!

well... i seriously dont know what else to blog in here
we've quarelling since god-knows wen...
haiz... today gonna go out with him..
i really hope we gonna spend good time together..
yesterday was our 21st month...
time do flies..
i still love him...
i really really do...
miss him alot too...
oh btw..
i went shopping on the 30th..
got y pay...
and off i went to shopping...
went shopping wih my mommie...
she is being very patience with my choosy on stuff..
haahhahaha..
but still i enjoyed my day..
dats the only time i ferget a my worries about relationship..
i wanna shop again... hrmp!!
here are some of the pics..


im loving this to the max... this thingy cost my $39.90
but due to GSS... it has 30% off... it cost only $27.90


as for this junks... they cost me... let see..
ONLY $60.30!!!
IM LOVING GSS!!!!!

oh btw!! on the 2nd june.. my working place has this mid nite sale.. regular items will be on 20% discount... storewide..
weee.. so did lil shopping..

Original price = $39.90
discounted price = $31.90


Original price = $19.90
Discounted price =$15.90
Total $47.80
i saved = $12!!
woohhooo

oh btw im gonna..
highlight my hair... kwang kwang kwang..
going to have more shopping...
IF WE WILL B IN A GOOD AND HAPY CONDITION