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The Lady
Suriyati Jakaria
a.k.a Su/Yaya/Ana/Yati
20th June 1985
UOB Sales Banking


WishList
1. Quit Smoking
2. A new phone
3. Quit Levis
4. New Job
5. Rebond my hair
6. LeArn to cook good food

The Past
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008

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-Sarina - Has - Inaa -
- Deea - Zurah -

tears rolled down my cheek everytime i listens to VItamin C-Graduation...
i really misses my old friends... secondary school... let me list down who i really wanted to meet...
Shahrina..Sri.. Fadzillah.. Haslina.. Rahayu... Siti...
and mostly.. i longed for... Late Aqilah...
i really wanted to see her... hugged her.. and tell her that i really love her.. didnt mean to hurt her in any way.. i should have known that she is sick.. i can be there for her.. i wasnt there when she died.. i didnt know... please forgive me... i shouldnt have neglect you when she was in pain.. i knew and i took it lightly.. Aqilah.. my friend... noone will ever replace u as my best friend... i love you...i really really do... and i misses you... please.. forgive me,my friend...

i am crying....



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another issue...
i was angry with naz...regarding.... $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
thats all.. bye

so let summarize what happened yesterday... was having mood swings yesterday before meeting naz.. seriously i dont know whats up me and my mood swings... but anyway we still met.. he was late as per usual...10minutes late to be exact... you know his bike currently facing some problems... haiz.. end of this mth,have to do good check-up... boboy is sick... haha.. anyway yesterday went to marina square... had dinner at LONG JOHN SILVER & BURGER KING... yeah ate alot yesterday... we slacked at burger king area tho... the place that we sat was a NON-Smoking area.. but who cares.. we smoke.. hahaha...we talked alot there... mostly planning abt our marriages... by the end of this year,starts our real journey... have to go for Marriage Courses and all.. urgh.. $$$$$$$$$$$$$......
we planned we gonna get married early next year December,2008.
time gonna flies i am sure.. heh...
hopefully nothing cock-up... hopefully...
SURIYATI!!!!!!!!! PLEASE BEHAVE!!!!!!!!!!!
MUHD NAZRI!!!!!!!!! PLEASE LOVE ME MORE THAN YOU LOVE ME NOW!!!!!!! AND IM GONNA LOVE YOU DEEPER THAN NOW!!!!!!!!!!
hehehe...
we slacked there till 7pm.. then off we went to bugis... simply looking for stuff... window shopping... at around 9pm, we went to my block... slacked there till 11pm then we went home.....
quite an outing tho... hehe...
well we didnt took any pix.. sorry yah.. so pix... till next time... taataa..

Hey HEy... its my Off day again... Well the previous off day, i well spent at home... but not today... PERHAPS will be meeting my dear at 4pm... i got no idea where to go n talk about some issues... got any idea?? when the time comes hopefully i have something in mind.. HOPEFULLY... sometimes i hate when i got nothing in mind... hmm...
you know.. today my off day.. tommorow i start work at 6.30pm... the following day im having afternoon shift and the day after that i start at 6.30pm again... woohhoo.. isnt it great?? well reason being.. i have too many OT to clear.. i just cant wait for pay day you know...

ouh yah.. i changed some stuff in here... so what do you think?? personally i think its great... simplicity is ME... hehe...ouh well i got nothing else to blog... i think i just end here.. gd bye...

so im bored with livejournal already.. so shifted back to blogger... but i doubt this gonna be a good idea... i always have problems with blogger... such blogger bugger... haha... that rhymes... i'll try to upload my old entries in here... if its possible.. heh... i am so sorry that you people have tp keep on relink me again and again.. sorry for the inconvenience yah... hopefully this blogger wont be giving me problems so today is my off day.. pretty tiring these days.. tommorow will be my full shift again... but off the day after that... yeappie... perhaps will be meeting my dear... let me emphasize something PERHAPS!!!

seriously i got nothing much to say... but actually there is...

should i say it in here...

urgh!! who cares.. i should...

you know... yesterday.. i was having my full shift... my dear fetched me home... when we're on the road, he was being reckless... but Allah really save our asses.. if not... i wont be updating my blog right here and right now... SYUKUR ALLHAMDULLILAH...
i was really pissed with him yesterday... upon reaching my place, i really showed hom my stuck-up face.. he apologised for being so reckless on the road...

then things went back to normal... then we almost quarell again... simply why?? well i brought the issue of our marriage... i didnt asked him to do anything... and yet he just "ignored" me... urgh!!! really pisses me off... so i went back home... i didnt asked him to call me or watsoever.. i simply IGNORED HIM!!!!!

then today in the morning he msged me saying sorry for making me angry yesterday.. well.. he better be sorry... then at that point of time.. im cool already.. he called and 3G me... we talked, laughed and everything... things went back as per normal... im all glad..

so now its time to change stuff in here... hopefully i can do it well... ouh well... toodles everyone

It was friday.. i suppose to have my morning shift.. i got plans to meet my ex-sec schoolmates... but because of work... lack of manpower... i stayed.. i smsed my dear friend that i couldnt make it... but then they went to CITY HALL!!!!!! JUST TO MEET ME!!!! how sweets... its been 6years i guess... how am i glad to see them... eventho it was just half an hour or so of meeting... but i am really glad to see them... too some pics tho.. nothing much... waiting for haslina to pass some of the pics.. i was kinda sad im unable to join the fun... but its okay.. someday we will meet again... so here are some of the pics...


Haslina, Me and Shahrina


Me and Shahrina


ouh by the way.. this is the gift that my dear bought me when we're at East Coast the other night...  cute right?? hehe... he's getting sweeter each day......
Ouh Allah... Please Bless THis Relationship...

so its my off day... oh so called... today went to work for awhile... Visual Merchandising Training at 8.30am... sigh.... end work at 10am... after that went to meet my mum at bugis... ate some breakfast then went to shop around... i bought myself CARLORINO shoe.. some Bonia shoe uh... not that espensive only...55.90...
after that met naz at northpoint.. my mum went home.. she's not feeling well... met him at 2.15pm.. nothing much... wasnt in a good mood in fact.. actually this thingy has been lingering in my mind for quite sometime already.. i dont know why... anyway naz pulled it off quite alright... im hungry for his love.. he just dont see it... haiz.... so some pics...

this is the pair of shoes that i bought... gonna wear it at work... my pair of shoes is nt in a good condition already...


Me n naz at east coast

yesterday i was in morning shift... naz told me the day before yesterday that he wanted to meet me yesterday.. so after work at about 6pm,met him... it was pouring so we slacked over a shelter near my work place.. i did'nt look at him much... reason being, i'm still in uncomfortable condition to be happy with him.. but it did'nt stopped him to talk to me.. he tried talking to me.. looking at me and trying to make me as comfortable with me... he gave me lots and lots of choices where i want to go.. so in the end we went to east coast.. we were window shopping at the push-cartridge shops.. we stopped by this shop... naz saw this Winnie the Pooh holding a fluffy heart that says ILOVEYOU.. i dont know what came into him.. he bought it.. so i asked him whats that for.. and he simply said.. ouh its for my collection.. i was giggling and rolling my eyes...after that we had a light dinner at kebab station.. the food is damn delicious.. i cant remember the name... but it taste great... then after that we went to laze around by the beach... we talked lots of things.. there was a time where he wanted to jump into the waters just to prove that he loves me and wanted my love back.. i didnt actually believe him... but he just go ahead with it... his leg was already in the water.. i was like shouted at him asking him to come back... and he did lar.. he was being an extra sweet on that night... he hugged and kissed... when we were talking about alots of thing and when the topic that made me sad to the max was brought up, i was not in the mood state again... eventually i wanted to go home.. so he sent me home... there was part of the journey where he hold my hand tight so tight.. without knowing,my tears rolled down and wet my cheeks... upon reaching the carpark,he gave me the winnie the pooh.. it really touched my heart tho.. i hugged him alot... he sent me home till my door-step.. after that when he went back home,my dad so called scold at me.. i was too sick with my parents.. haiz......
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now im speechless.. dont know what to talk.. i guess i better end in here... gd day everyone...