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The Little Lady

The Lady
Suriyati Jakaria
a.k.a Su/Yaya/Ana/Yati
20th June 1985
UOB Sales Banking


WishList
1. Quit Smoking
2. A new phone
3. Quit Levis
4. New Job
5. Rebond my hair
6. LeArn to cook good food
2008 Event


12:43 AM, Friday, May 23, 2008

hello,everyone... hey... will be deleting this blog soon... simply because.. i wanna move on... i wanna delete my past... how i wish i can delete my memories with him just like that deleting this blog... just click delete and "POOF!!!!!!!!!" its deleted... u know...i know that he will let me go. he is taking his time to say it... u wanna know why?? because im nt worth to be by his side... he dont need me... he just dont... i know he will be okay without me... perhaps he is better off without me.. well as u all know me... im bad... nothing good about me... ZERO... tuuuttttuuuutttt..... just take your time to say it,okay??? and hey... next time dont say all those sweet words when u dn mean it okay...?? it hurts to know that its just sweet words coming out from ur mouth n not from ur heart.. dn say it wen u dn meant it sincerely................

earlier had a long talk with him... well basicly he made me feel that i was the caused for everything.. yeah.. he's right.. im the caused... accepted it... so already made up my mind that he is better off without me... he said he needed time to think.. so i gave him time... i told him to think it over till he comes back from his reservist... i think its 18th of o june... yah.. thats the day when i will be reporting to my new work at uob.. reporting my first day... and in the same time 2days before my birthday.. who knws we will eventually broke up on my birthday.. dont worry la,dear.. i will be prepared for it okay...

haiz...

just matter of time..... there will be no more mydarklittlesecrets... ouh well... so how was my day 22/05??? well the day went by slow... i dont know why....

today gonna be a long day ahead... wanna know why??? because i need to relief at Plaza Singapura till midnight.. they will be having mid night sale... have to help out.... yah so why me?? well its always been me lor... ok la dats for all... im outta here..... gd nite everybody..

I love u and miss u...

PS: dont say that u ever love me when u dont mean it... dont leave it left said with just sweet words of urs.... it hurts.... rest assured about whatever i ever tell u.. because whatever i said.. i sincerely mean it....


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