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The Lady
Suriyati Jakaria
a.k.a Su/Yaya/Ana/Yati
20th June 1985
UOB Sales Banking


WishList
1. Quit Smoking
2. A new phone
3. Quit Levis
4. New Job
5. Rebond my hair
6. LeArn to cook good food

The Past
April 2007
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January 2008
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June 2008

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guess what??? today i took an urgent leave.... im really not in the mood to work.. besides i broke down and cried... i was outside.. was talking to this particular person on the phone.. and i broke down... hystericallly cried.. so we met... out of friendship... that particular person accompanied me.. brought along with others... bought a tent and headed down to east coast beach... oh if u are thinking of sky.. let me give u another hint.. went there by bus and cab... so u tink its sky???? go n figure out.. my head wasnt in a gd shape.. migrains.... fuck i hate it... we all mandi2 uh... eventho i was there all smilling but only god knows that im thinking of him... i read the message that i gave him last 2days.. the one and only message... thats the last time i messaged him... oh btw the way today another successful day that i didnt contact him... i just need to keep telling myself that he is better off without me.... okay back to the story....after the mandi2,we left at around 9plus... den had our dinner and then went back home... took 31 and alighted at tamp interchange... and after that took 969... so reached home at around 11plus.. i feel like slapping myself... wnna knw?? simply because im soo stupid.. im all sad abt the break up thingy.. cried and all... but what about him?? i bet he is sleeping away and busy at work... i dont ever thinks that he ever thinks of me... ouh well... like i say... i think he is happy now... happy without me... well thats good uh... starting to miss him badly but i have to have my stand... i must just let it go... he is better off without me....

oh well... its 0121hrs.. im still wide awake.. i should take some rest..working afternoon shift... will be doing closing at vivo.. ouh well... just helping out... once in awhile.. wont hurt,right€????

gd nite...