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The Lady
Suriyati Jakaria
a.k.a Su/Yaya/Ana/Yati
20th June 1985
UOB Sales Banking


WishList
1. Quit Smoking
2. A new phone
3. Quit Levis
4. New Job
5. Rebond my hair
6. LeArn to cook good food

The Past
April 2007
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- Deea - Zurah -

first of all thanx for the advice fy.. but im really sicked and tired of getting taking advantage of... i mean.. i really gave it up... i mean who cares.. u think he cares??? if he cares,he would look for me by now... do u think if he mind losing me??? hell no... well congratulations to myself... i didnt even have a thought of contacting him the whole day which is yesterday.... i will not give in this time... and if my actions now would end up in a big mess... let it be... if he dont give a single damn thing,i dont see why must i give a shit of it...

eventho i am sad abt the whole thingy,i still have to accept the fact uh... that he is better of without me.. i know he is angry.. forever angry... he has never have the thought to make things right... coax me or whatever tingy.. but to think of coaxing, i dont think it will ever happen... well from the start i know he keeps on yelling at me... "U SHOULD KNOW WHAT??!!! I MANE TAHU NAK PUJUK??!!!" so sue,get that in ur brain that such thing wont happen.... so again he will just wait there for me to messaged me and all.. he wont be the one to mesaged me first uh... ego uh... or maybe take things for granted that i will come beg and beg him.. make him feel superior... make him feel that he is way bigger than me and i should tunduk to him... well this has to stop.... i cant keep on doing it again and again.. it really eating me inside...