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Suriyati Jakaria
a.k.a Su/Yaya/Ana/Yati
20th June 1985
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5. Rebond my hair
6. LeArn to cook good food

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so this is it... another shit...
this what happened..
the day before yesterday and the day before that which was a saturday...
i told naz if he could picked me up after work on sunday as he was having his off day..
he agreed to it...but then afterawhile i found out that there was a soccer match..
liverpool vs man U..
so he suggested to watch the soccer with me at one of the coffee shops...
so i agreed caused i thought that it will finished at 11pm since it started at 930...
please take note i dont really fancy watching soccer and i dont have any idea what time it ended... and please take another note on sunday and monday i was in the full shift...
then on sunday itself, i called him..... i asked him around at what time the soccer match ended..
and he told me it ended at around 12am... i was like WTF!!!!! IM GONNA BE SHAGGED LIKE HELL IF I STAY UP THAT LATE........
SO I said i cant watched the soccer with u.. just send me home and stay for awhile as usual...
he was being cranky for me not watchng the soccer...
fuck uh... im full sift siak tommorow...
den i said fine....
nak tgk sgt soccer??? go ahead.. tk payah fetch me home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE INSISTED..
SO I THOUGHT HE REALLY GONNA GIVE IN TO ME..
HE ONCE TOLD ME THAT TAK PER UH SACRIFICE TAK DPT TGK BOLA... INSTEAD SPEND TIME WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO fetched me...
was still in the mad mood because i got a feeling he gonna just send me home and he will rushed home...

WTF UH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! betul la fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he did just as that....
kanina...
u knw he once told me... he wants me to spend time with him 100%... he dont wan me to meet other people or make other plans if i want to go out with him..


but fuck uh!!!! he dont treat me like he wants me to treat me... he has been like this since i got to know him!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he wont change and he will never change....


he wants me not to contct sky... and i did...
i swear i did.... i told me im gonna be all lonely..
and he will make time for me.....
now his shift was like all the way night shift.....
so wen im awake,he's sleeping...
and wen im sleeping,he's awake on job...
hhhhaaaiiiiiizzzzzz...

not even his off,he can spend time with me...
how sickening is that....