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The Lady
Suriyati Jakaria
a.k.a Su/Yaya/Ana/Yati
20th June 1985
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WishList
1. Quit Smoking
2. A new phone
3. Quit Levis
4. New Job
5. Rebond my hair
6. LeArn to cook good food

The Past
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008

Others

-Sarina - Has - Inaa -
- Deea - Zurah -

so end of the year is drawing near..
let see whats the big big even happened in my life for this year...

late of january 2007
joined and worked under Jay Gee Melwani's Group.
Working in
its been 11months have passed.i learnt so many things.. hope i can achieved whatever things that i wanna achieved...

mid of march 2007... 17th march 2007 to be precise..
engaged with muhd nazri bin mhd noor.
its a another stage of an eternity bonding...
i hope we will be together till the end of time...


early of july..(o5.07.07)
a new member in the family..
Adly Salihin bin muhd shahril..
im an aunty!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehe..



middle december 2007
Naz family came over to put the date for our wedding...
28/12/08
hhmm.... 2008 gonna be a fast one n memorable for naz n me...
so gdbye 2007....
say HELLO TO 2008..

im gonna miss someone who plays an important role in my life..
who never fail to be there for me whenever i need someone..
that is sky..
someone who makes me feels that things gonna be alrite...
i need to say gdbye to him too...
gosh.. feels like crying...
he is one of the reason why im standing strong in this relationship..
without him i am very sure i can end up in the hospital again...
but naz told me that he wanna change for the better of us...
i am very sure that i will be giving this chance to prove himself that he is willing to change and i will see him changing..
slowly...
last msg for him...
i know he wont be reading this.. but would like say it..
abg,chub would like to say i am very sorry if i hurt ur feelings..
i will always remember u in my mind and heart,abg..
noone can ever replace u... u r indeed someone special....
how i wish i can never lose u... but i have to... im with naz.. my happines is with him...
i hope naz and i can create happiness that we long for...
but abg thanks for the happiness that u created for me... not even naz gave me such happiness... abg,chub doakan abg akan jumpa seorg wanita yg akan mengharumi hidup abg..

naz... huney... i know u will feel sad for this confession but its the fact..
im leaving the happiness that was never meant to be mine forever.. im leaving for u...
i really hope u tak sia2kan i and sia2kan aper yg telah i lakukan... i really hope u gonna change...
im giving u this chance...

why am i crying??? why??????
maybe because im afraid the past repeat itself and i got noone to cheer me...im afraid naz gonna hurt me like in the past... how am i suppose to handle it??? what if he shout and raise his voice??? aku tak nak pendamkan rase kecewa dan sedih.. if aku buat gitu, aku takut one day aku tak dpt take it... please naz... lets build happiness... please let me feel that im needed in ur life....

im going to sleep...