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The Lady
Suriyati Jakaria
a.k.a Su/Yaya/Ana/Yati
20th June 1985
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WishList
1. Quit Smoking
2. A new phone
3. Quit Levis
4. New Job
5. Rebond my hair
6. LeArn to cook good food

The Past
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
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November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
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what kind a fiancee is he?? wtf uh... read my blog and then assume my work is just a minor problem..
fark u uh!!!
kau ingat aku ader time kaper nak update what actually happen..
kau nyer kerje aper ader..
No BENEFICIAL INTERMS ON EXPERIENCE!!
KEMAHIRAN APER??? KEMAHIRAN HOW TO BE A GD SECURITY??!!!
WTF!!!
dont u ever compare my fucking work load and urs...

IM QUITTING MY FUCKING JOB!!!
WONT BE WORKING FOR A VERY LOOOOONG TIME!!!
MY FARKING FIANCEE IS NOT HELPING ME TO BOOST MY SPIRIT TO FACE EVERYDAY PROBLEMS AT WORK WHICH IM NOT SUPPOSE TO FACE!!
I THOUGHT HE WILL BE THE ONE TO BE MY SHOULDER TO CRY ON..
SOMEONE WHO CAN ALWAYS SHARE MY PROBLEMS...
SOMEONE WHO CAN ALWAYS BE A GD LISTENER TO WHATEVER I WANNA I SAY..
SOMEONE WHO CAN NEVER SICK AND TIRED WITH MY RANTINGS...

Sometimes i asked myself...
why must I be so tied to him???
he is just my fiancee...
if he cant be the one that i need him to be..
THEN why must i be with him??
i can love him all my life but its nt necessary for me to be with him if he cant even have the slightest understanding of me AND WHATS GOING ON IN MY LIFE...

haiz...
maybe i should break the ties...
maybe i should just be away from him for awhile..


When i cried,he was not there to hear my cries at that moment of time..
(its okay and i understand WHY HE CANT BE THERE WHEN I CRIED.. SIMPLY Bcoz he was working at that time... but then.. he don't even bother to ask what actually happen on that day when he knew i cried.. he simply ignored me... if u were me,how the fuck u wld feel? resentment of course!!)
When i ramble about my work, he scoldED and shouted at me for being nagger about my work!!!
(eh farker, i don't need your farking comments or advice, just be a listener for my pain,joy, cries, laughter and happiness!!)


Eh u going to live all ur life with me... but THEN if u cannot be a gd companion,WHY MUST U WANNA HAVE COMPANION IN YOUR LIFE IF YOU CANT EVEN TAKE A GD CARE OF HER HEART!! I've been the most patience towards u and my tolerance is fucking high... so pls don't TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED!!!!

So what if you buy me things... THOSE THINGS IS A TEMPORARY HAPPINESS!!!
GET THAT IN YOUR FUCKING DICK-HEAD!!!
ATTENTION, LOVE, CARE AND CONCERN IS the MOST JOYeST GIFT IN MY LIFE!!!

I'm going to quit my job...
No job = No money = No Savings = No Marriage

Haiz..
Give me a break...

Im going out today... dont ask me where...
i need to be away..
maybe im going to sit by the beach or what...
of today my off day..

Gd day everyone