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The Lady
Suriyati Jakaria
a.k.a Su/Yaya/Ana/Yati
20th June 1985
UOB Sales Banking


WishList
1. Quit Smoking
2. A new phone
3. Quit Levis
4. New Job
5. Rebond my hair
6. LeArn to cook good food

The Past
April 2007
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i tried not to think much about it.. but the more i do.. i more angry i get... im trying very hard not to think about it... anyway.. i just want to summarize what actually happened.. just because i hurt him physically abit without knowing much of the consequences.. he blew up and scolded me publicly... my mood changed drasticly.. well... let me emphasize on something... PUBLICLY!!! humiliations LIKE FUCK!!! AARRGHHH!! almost go haywire..
den the drama reached till his house... and from the look of his mother face... even the mother is afraid of her OWN SON!!! WTF!!! and u know what??
he didnt even realize that his reactions was sooo fucking LOW...n WTF!!!
i feel like slapping his freaking face when he even humiliated me...
all his nonsensical words doesnt really make any sense..
WTH!!!
i just dont understand...
why must he say the things that i got no intention to do at all..
WTF!!!
i really feel like slapping his face..
but i go no heart to do it...
because i loves him too dearly...
n i respect his mum...
haiz... even now.... tears filled my eyes...
he loves me... but why must he hurt me till that extend... tak pernah ku lintas dalam hati aku nak melukakan hatimu.. apetah lagi didepan ibu bapaku... tak mengapakah kau sanggup buatku sedemikian itu... mengapA!!!
i really out of words.. do we really meant for each other...
sanggupkah kau kehilanganku??
i really dont know how to face his family especially his mum...
oh god please give us the strength..







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